I am sorry messages for girlfriend

I don’t think that I deserve your forgiveness, but I will hate myself if don’t try at least. I know I messed up big time, but I love you more than anything in the world and I can’t imagine my life without you. I promise to make it up to you.
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When I’m with you, I’m trying so hard not to screw things up. Apparently, sometime I think too much and it makes everything worse. You are perfect. I just want to be the best version of myself for you. I’m so sorry, baby.
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I love you like crazy. Sometimes I get really jealous, and I understand that it’s not your problem. It’s about me, and I need to fix myself before I ruin this relationship. I’m trying, I love you, and I’m sorry.
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I know not what I do. The anger just blinds me, and I lose control. I’m not making excuses, but I want you to understand that I never mean to hurt you, and it’s all my fault. Please forgive me.
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You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I’m so afraid of losing you. This fear is making me act crazy from time to time, but I’m working on myself. I’m sorry for hurting your feelings, love.